Losing a spouse is a stressful life event that results in grief and initiates coping
through an active search for meaning. This study used semi-structured interviews
to collect personal stories of spousal loss and meaning-making coping among
12 bereaved adults whose spouses died within the past six to 48 months. Using
Braun & Clarke’s (2006) thematic analysis, I analyzed the meanings assigned
by the bereaved spouses to their experienced loss. Two major themes emerged:
1) navigating the loss of a spouse and 2) finding the silver lining. Findings showed
that many of the bereaved spouses experienced grappling and questioning the
loss, then oscillated through prior and situational meanings before coming to
an understanding of the loss. They successfully integrated the meaning of loss
with their pre-existing worldviews (i.e., loss as a social process, availability of
signs and premonitions, inevitability of death, death as God’s will) and externally
attributed the loss to find favorable meanings. These meanings derived from
the experienced loss mediated the adverse bereavement outcomes. The role of
meaning-making coping and practical implications for psychological support to
bereaved spouses are also discussed.